I need I try I hope I love I smile I heart ♥

hello people!

2010-12-16T03:29:00.000-08:00

OMG! my last post was 24th September!!!!
but luckily is 2010 haha..
i still manage to post before 2011 ^^

nothg..
i just want to express my mood now.

I AM FUCKING REACH THE MAX OF MY TOLERANCE THAT
I FUCKING HATE TO HEAR YOUR VOICE
FUCKING ANTI MUMBLING MUMBLING MUMBLING
WHEN I AM FUCKING TIRED
N COULD U PLS JUST SHUT YOUR FUCKING MOUTH UP
OR ELSE I'LL FUCK YOU OFF ONE DAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I NEVER EVER MEET A PEOPLE LIKE YOU
SO FUCKING QIONG HEI N FUCKING IRRETATING

EVERYDAY MY MOOD SCREW UP JUST BECAUSE OF YOUR FUCKING MOUTH!!!
YOU TOTALLY AFFECT OTHER PEOPLE'S LIFE
N STILL YOU DONT WANT TO SHUT UP
ALTHOUGH PEOPLE HAS TOLD YOU WAT'S GOING ON!!

OH MY GOD!
I'M BLESSING!

NA MO O NI TO FO

2010-09-24T09:42:00.000-07:00

read back the 4th , the day of me n him,
my heart is crying and asking... y will this happen?
it has become inerasable

im down, super emo

warning

2010-09-24T08:52:00.000-07:00

it's a warning to myself.
since the very first argument until now,
i never really love blind like last time i did.

remember i wrote before?
"never let ur partner feel dat ONE is better than TWO,
if the feeling is ON, the love story will going to end soon"

i thought i could close my eyes, take a deep breath
n put down the big stone in my heart after the conversation..
but after the "slightly same" feeling occurred again,
my heart was like bleeding n breaking into little pieces..
i can feel it cut me like a knife.. really can take my breath away
it's just like a scar, everytime i see it, it remembers me how i made it..

maybe it was just a small matter like other couples do,
but i just cant accept it even after quite a lifetime..
i know i have some personality problems too,
so i wouldn't say much about that..

how to restore the happiness..
how to fix a broken heart..

i dont know.

i should stop my fucking life
Thanks, for the lesson,
it's a very very big motivation for me to change now
it's the time....

i should warn myself,
never love someone until sacrifice urself

Her eyes don't tear doesn't mean her heart doesn't cry
She comes off strong doesn't mean there's nothing wrong

Lady Gaga - Alejandro

2010-08-24T05:24:00.000-07:00

watch from 3.50 !!!

给爸妈的话

2010-08-21T20:45:00.000-07:00

今天不多谈妈妈，
因为妈妈在我生活和心目中是无话可说，无可取代的。
简化来说，她是最唠叨的妈妈，因为她是最关心自己孩子的妈妈。
她以前受的委屈，就让我们做孩子的在现在和以后补偿回给她。
她是二十四孝妈妈，没有人能够作比较。

谈下爸爸，
我爸爸是做建筑的。
从我懂事以来就看着他每天早出晚归。
但是没埋怨他没陪我们，因为我有妈妈在身旁。
到我现在做工了，我才懂早出晚归努力做工，
都是等待，等待出粮的那天，能够带家人吃一餐好的。
虽然他不是打工，他是自己的生意，
但是也是做到一单，就带我们去吃一餐好的。

他不像妈妈，他不爱唠叨。
他只懂每天要赚钱养家，
虽然一时会累，但是也没办法。
做爸爸不是一时的责任，是一世的。
他们，好伟大。

我也不知我想表达什么。
我只是突然想说：
“爸爸，我好爱你！”

有些话，想到却说不出。
有些事，想做却做不到。
只有用写的，记下女儿的心情。

一时会想到，如果爸爸妈妈有天去世了，
我会崩溃大哭，真的会崩溃。
比失去爱人还要心痛，
因为爸妈不只爱人，也是亲人。

我很对不起一时和你们沟通不到时就会大声说话。
我很对不起以前那不成熟的思想行为造成你们的困扰。
不用等以后我做妈妈才知道，因为现在已领悟了。
当初我们还是宝宝时我们是张白纸，
是你们教会我们，教导有方，我们才有今天。
当我们懂事时，到你们老了，迟钝了，我却大声“教回”你们。
对不起。我很惭愧。我真的该收下脾气。
学下爸爸妈妈当初怎么教我们的。

一时看下别人的爸爸妈妈，再看回自己的爸爸妈妈，
会偷笑，怎么我会那么的幸福。
虽然不比他们有钱，但却开心过他们。
这就是人家说有些事情是有钱也卖不到的。

我有个朋友 [熟的朋友都知道我在说谁]
他妈妈是那种“五角钱也看到牛车轮那样大”的人。
很多事情都会看钱那方面想，
虽然不说，但也知道她会“见高拜，见低踩”的人
说能说得很好听，藏也能藏得很高明，但是时间会证明的。
试问为什么你孩子会每天不在家，
别再责怪其他人，该检讨下你自己。
看到他的状况，
我会觉得，幸好我家人不是这样。

时间越长，感情越深，
觉悟了，争吵也少了。
孩子大了，家里也变热闹了，
因为每个人都在珍惜团聚的日子。

我爸每天都说“快快死了还好”
但是我知道他只是说说而已。
我希望我的爸妈长命百岁，看着我成功，
看着我嫁个好归属，看着子孙出世成长，
一起度过每一年每个人的庆生。

不管是爸爸或妈妈，都很伟大。
不能衡量，因为两个责任都不同。

爸妈，有朝一日，我成功了，一定会给你们享福。

3in1 April

2010-08-17T05:17:00.000-07:00

im so so so busy recently =(
sorry for no update ya..
cz......................................

i've moved to another department
not moved, is additional..
3in1 now!!

1. sales executive for polycarbonate
2. sales executive for plastic & sticker (advertising firm)
3. office lady for customer support

O.M.GOSHHHHHH!
im not like those days ady..
can sit in the office to fb or blog or msn
NO more now!!
have to .... "hello Sogo. hello Sogo. hello Sogo"
dunno hw many n times per day GOD!
n memorize all the code for stickers polycarbonate acrylic
n learn how to open invoice P.O D.O arrangement cut-into-size
blah blah blah............

okok... im more into advertising firm nwadays..
everythg use in advertising, we'll supply.
e.g:
acrylic, pc, stickers, color bond... for signage
stickers, lamination, film.... for interior

lets make my post to be more colorful..
welcome to 3M world..
below is a part of 3M only..
others i din manage to capture..

3m Dinoc for 07series

after apply Di Noc film. so good looking

the japanese restaurant

part of Di Noc [i] wood

part of Di Noc [ii]

part of Di Noc [iii] single color

part of Di Noc [iv] weave

part of Di Noc [v] gloss & squares

i super like dis!

ok, welcome to Fasara world

we always c dis in office

apply on the window or partition

variety of range

Pixela

suit to stick on my hp =)

super nice!

4th

2010-08-04T08:19:00.000-07:00

i swear i gonna finish dis post

even im super tired now!!

like i mentioned in my previous post,

today, is our day =)

suppose we have our celebration tonight

but my mama want us to acc her

to fren's open ceremony..

so we postponed our plan to Friday <3

i din even think dat my baby would give me

a surprise as i thought he wont

and dis is the first time he can hide everythg

prepare everythg without my notice..

old idea,

put it behind the car,

ask me to help him take his thg down,

open up the bonet,

and the gift is thr..

omg... dis is so old old idea

but I STILL FALL INTO HIS TRAP!!

deep deep trap..

i stunned....

i love u darling...

dis is the first time u do dis to me

n, i like it very very much!

i can feel ur heart is thr..

although is jz a simple DIY card

with whole plain colour as background ><

but i still love it!

i love u remember wat i'd said

i love u for giving me a candy sweet moment

i love u remember i love red

i love u for doing a very-plain DIY card

and...............................................

i love the way you lie =)

lovely week

2010-08-04T00:34:00.000-07:00

ok.. sorry guys..
less update recently
first, i started to meet more customers ady..
second, thr is network problem in my office..

so i cant online T.T ..
can u imagine hw boring i am?
sometime after i meet wif customer then bck to office,
and i have nothg to do n i cant on9,
so wat i can do is typing... typing...
type all the 4P ... OMFG!!!
it's so so so so LAME!
cz i got nothg to do =(

luckily now the line is back ^^\/

okok back to topic..
i got somethg to share..
i try to search more customer recently to get more sales..
so jz nw, i found a very interesting website
Wide Angle Design Sdn Bhd
ok, once u click on it,
u'll see a damn superb unique living room pic!
n below d pic still got some related pics..
dun hestitate to click on it!
they do more on interior design, architecture n else..
they "position" themselves from other competitors..
they give me a different feeling compare to other designers..
hahaha.. their service must be very pricey..
but IF im rich........................................... ^x^

next, lets talk somethg which is related to my title..
this week is a lovely week bcz OUR day (4th) held on dis week =)
dunno y dis time i feel so nervous and excited..
and im in a very IN LOVE mood..
i love him gao gao >.<

Genting 24th

2010-07-31T04:58:00.000-07:00

wow.. time passes so fast dat nw ady 1week!!!

last week same day we were moving up to Genting =)

with the BUNCH of them ^^ Shiok right?

wehehehe~~~ ya.. realy shiok shiok..

cz dat day was the first time we drive up together to Genting..

so, since we drive ourselves, we stopped at Chin Swee Temple

(actualy i dunno hw to spell xp )

pic do talking session =)

the night view.. pretty good!!

playing around

the girls =)

the weather was super duper ichiban

how good if can bbq thr ><

the two couples

fresh air + water

b4 leave the temple *peace

after dat, we moved up to the HILL ^^

chilling at starbucks, the javachip's group

cock eyes+mok zui~

the boyfriend n I <3

b4 leave Genting *peace

yeah, guess wat,

we r going to meet each other tomolo,

to HILL again ^^ ,

but is Broga Hill =)

何谓再见？

2010-07-24T20:21:00.000-07:00

何谓再见？

会再见面？
再也难见？
再不见面？

有得见也不见，
那说什么再见？

也了解所谓想念其实是有多念
更了解所谓再见其实是再也难见

第一次是苦衷
第二次是理由
第三次是借口

这是第几次？
我数不清

那请你告诉我
什么是再见？

jokes

2010-07-23T20:23:00.000-07:00

copy from Kenneth's blog!
i share dis bcz it is damn funny!!

first,
A man is dying of cancer
His son asked him,
"Dad, why do you keep telling people u're dying of AIDS?"
Answer: "So when i'm dead, no one will dare to touch ur mom!"

WAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH

second,
What's the difference between stress, tension and panic?
Stress is when wife is pregnant
Tension is when girlfriend is pregnant
Panic is when both are pregnant.

WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH

third,
A man went to face an interview.
Board of Directors asked him,
"Tell the difference between 'complete' and 'finish' ".
The man replied, Im clarifying with example,
"When u marry a right person, u are 'complete';
when u marry the wrong one, u are 'finish(ed)' ".

WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH

forth,
A taxi passenger tapped the driver
on the shoulder to ask him a question.
The driver screamed, lost control of car,
nearly hit a bus, went up on the footpath,
and stopped centimeters from a shop window.
For a second everything went quiet in the cab,
then the driver said, "Look mate, dont ever do dat again,
you scared the daylights out of me!"
The passengers apologized and said, "I din realize dat
a little tap would scare u so much."
The driver replied, "Sorry, its not realy your fault.
Today is my first day as a cab driver, I've been
driving a van carrying dead bodies for the last 25yrs...."

LMFAOLMFAOLMFAOLMFAOLMFAOLMFAO!!!!!!!

Think and Create

2010-07-23T19:25:00.000-07:00

saw someone's blog - Kenneth Gomez
he shared many thgs in his life
n i notice some of the posts are similar wif
those mail i received in Hotmail.
like Taiwan Wedding Pic , Tan Sri YTL's bungalow , Good For Laugh ,
n one of the interesting post Only In Malaysia

so here's another blog for me to fill my time =)

http://kennethg.blogspot.com/

aerobic class kills me!

2010-07-21T06:57:00.000-07:00

view from gym room to the dance room

the dance room is super nice!

wil take pic if got chance =)

our working hrs on Tuesday n Wednesday

are till 5pm only as company offer us

dancing class and aerobic class on every Tues&Wed..

(means work till 5pm, then attend class til 6pm)

i didnt join the dancing class as i not realy like new jazz

besides, i need to learn from 0.. @@

so i join aerobic class as i can "keep fit"

we join these classes without paying single cent =)

but, the situation is not as good as wat i think!

after 1hr war, i was totally condemn!!

i cant even walk properly

as my leg n hand were super duper hyper pain!

i cant even concentrate in driving!

can u imagine hw bad is my situation dat time?

god damn!!!

hehe.. but i'll still attend next week hehe..

cz better than nothing..

ok, photo below is taken by me,

after she backed from work..

ignore the oily skin as she haven wash her face

from morning til now x)

show u guys hw fair is my mama's face

after using the Total Beaut product..

without edit, without make up, without blush,

without sun block, just CLEAR face!

HAIR trend *21st July 2010

2010-07-21T01:16:00.000-07:00

SHOW OFF UR UN-DYED ROOTS!!!

reference from Juice magazine- fashion

i dont need to touch up my new born hair d

since this is the coming hair trend..

save money !! =)

男友

2010-07-20T04:39:00.000-07:00

when i were sitting in the rest room,
i took out a magazine called 男友 ..
found some good stuff inside!
i like guys who wear like dis:
(sorry for d poor quality as im using ma phone)

i wish to get a white color couple wear like this!

so man d^^b

nice one!

jaspal

casual yet cool!

baby, can u change style? ^^

but remain d deep V pls =)

l.o.v.e

2010-07-19T05:02:00.000-07:00

Alex T. hubhub + April S. wifeywifey ^^

have I tell you guys dat im in an open relationship?
means,
I HAVE ADMITTED AND TOLD MY PARENT DAT IM IN LOVE !

when it happened?
ehhehhehe...
during father's day..... @@ ...
nice date right =) hehe..
i've brought him to "see" my daddy's side relatives too
when my cousin sis's wedding.. O.O
*whink whink....
i oso dunno y i was so daring..
dis is not my style oso.. =l
bcz.... i felt dat its time to give him
a "status"? a "position"?
i oso dunno.... zzzZZ
lolx.. anyway,
I STILL LOVE MY HUBBY MUCH <3

okay,
lets talk bout last Friday..
after i finished my work,
i went to Pak Hailam,
which is jz nearby my house to meet my ex-classmate,
Calvin Fong and Yih Wei & his gf Stephanie..
y? it was a last-min date..
we "revised" back our school life and chat bout current life..
guess wat, 3 of them actually are working in Etiqa..
*i got know from other ex-classmate since last yr
n nw, they r so successful and can be say as a high end person..
driving BMW and Audi & using all branded stuff..
they are just 20 yrs old! like me!
it's just so unbelievable..
they asked me to join oso..
but................................................

okay stop here!
i gtg...
off to bed ^^..
are u (especially weiwei n xiaozhi) d same wif me?
sleep early n wake up early to work xD
nite nite world...

below is d photo of my daddy n mama..
daddy bought couple tee back hehehhehe...
so 38 la him...

peace ^^\/

2010-07-17T09:06:00.000-07:00

im realy realy tired of it..
N now only i know dat,
I dunno when i can stand till..

F R I D A Y

2010-07-16T05:43:00.001-07:00

OL look? ^^

HELLO GUYS!!!

so hws ya day? everythg's good?
i've been sitting for few hrs again in office
n read other ppl's blog..
seriously, i've read some of my fren's blog
since they started to blog til nw..
satu kali baca semua.. GENG leh.. haha...
i like to blog also, recently.
dunno y.. mayb bcz of boredom =)

SOGO's resting room

(curi curi tangkap punya)

heyz heyz,

somethg to share wif u guys..

my mama worked at beauty fair last few days..

as her friend offered her Rm120 per day (7-8hrs)

so she helped her friend to do (part-time)

so, yesterday was the last day she worked thr.

her company selling mask, machine, ampoule,

cosmetics n else.. BANYAK BANYAK MACAM

below is wat she bought from thr:

product: Total Beaut

total: Rm400+

seriously, after my mama started to use for the first time,
result comes out! my mama's face turns smooth and fair!
big difference! realy! when i see at her face, i thought she got make up..
her face looks very very smooth until
make her eyes look sharper n bigger!
(bare in mind, she din put on make up at all)
u know hw the effect of one face after photoshop?
her face is definitely like dis! it's so unbelievable!
rate 5stars for it!

okok.. stop here cz i'll update again soon haha!
n gathering held on tomolo, wif Eric n Amanda =)
see ya!! ^^

8pm

2010-07-15T02:38:00.000-07:00

any idea wif my topic?
hehehe.. nothg...
jz,
i'll be going to meet one of my girlfriend
who has ady lost contact for 8 yrs time!!!!
sounds excited right??!!
im pretty hope to see her later..

umm... today finish my work and back home early
cz my company putus electrik...
tak tau apa macam punya..
then my sales manager asked me to back earlier
since i've nothing to do oso..

umm.. something to share..
there's one thg happened dat make me
feel helpless.. or cant say helpless,
or mayb is mou noi...

the third day i went to work (it was Saturday)
my working time is until 2pm..
briefly talk bout it la,
i went home 5mins early
cz i had nothg to do n feel embarassing
then i punched card n left. (1.55pm)

so on the next week,
my department's staff told me dat
downstair's ppl said me left earlier,
n caused the other salesman left earlier oso..

umm, im realy sorry bcz i realy dunno the R&R
of a systematic company, seriously.
I dunno dat one cannot leave earlier even is 5mins..
truly, i realy dunno at all.
But, y u guys wanna say dat bcz of me,
other salesman oso left earlier.
u mean i "teach bad" him?
in return he din "teach bad" me oso thanx god ady lo..

im new person. anythg i do wrongly
im willing to accept, apologize n change it.
but pls dun "zoom in" the problem on me.
dun x1 x2 x3 x4 x5 the problems n aburden to me.

n today, since thr's no electricity,
sales manager asked me to leave earlier.
b4 i back, they asked me y can i leave earlier?
is it manager ask me to leave?
after that, they "begged" their manager to let them leave oso..

umm, how to say? for me, mayb im sensitive
(since last time got black list b4)
do u guys know dat whn u saying dis to ur manager,
u guys r indirectly complaint to ur manager dat i leave earlier?
is purposely or not? IDK..

wat in my mind is,
is it manager ask me to leave? non-of-ur-business too
y i can leave earlier? because i'm NOT admin, i "run" outside

haiz, i realy hate dis kind of people.
IDK whether am i right or not.
pls advice

ishh!!

2010-07-14T06:49:00.000-07:00

how many pain killers i need to eat in a month of time!!!!
arrhhhh!!!!!

Eric's blog

2010-07-14T01:40:00.000-07:00

lolx... Eric, u r targeted!!
haahhaha... guess wat,
nw only i realize dat u ady have 97posts in 2010
OOOOMMMMGGGG!!!
GENG! haha..
keep on ya..
n, put a chatbox beside pls...
cant comment oso...
n longer ur blog post pls..
always jz kecil kecil miao post..
lolx....

okok.. back to topic..
i have started to "GO OUT" dis week..
so far has already met with 3customers,
exchanged name card and gave them samples to c..
tomolo i have to go to Port Klang n Klang oso..
is sooooooooooooooooo far OhMyGosh!!!
hope thr's "return" after the meetup...
^^

recent story

2010-07-11T06:24:00.000-07:00

hello guys.. im back =)
since i've started to work,
i din update my blog with photos o.O
paiseh paiseh..
it's like.... tiring!
watever la..

yesterday was Mrs. Tan (baby's mama) birthday..
she booked me last week
as she said im SUPER busy women xp
so, we went to Shogun to celebrate her birthday..
total of 10 of us celebrated her 46th birthday wif her..
i din manage to take any photos
cz not realy good to take out my camera to take pics
two words to conclude: 不熟
later misunderstanding like so-perasan-gal.. lolx..
mayb i stil paiseh wif all of them..
actualy i jz like to share =) hehehe

after the dinner, baby n i went to Giza Sunway
jz window shopping at thr..
it's a bit like NZX...
but more on food..
MOE cafe (very nice) , Movita
n Fullhouse oso almost finish renovation le!
some photos taken at thr..

side entrance
Bola

MOE cafe

staircase from basement parking

pic whn backing!

me n my hubby ^^

[we like our outlook,

but we cant find any mirrors

to take a full body pic =( too bad!]

_________________________________________

ok... lets share somethg about my job now..

SOGO plastic (m) Sdn Bhd is my company..

we specialize in plastic material for advertising,

like 3M stickers, fabrication of plastic,

signage and pos material..

we have few departments as our company

sells anythg regarding to PLASTIC!

so, i am in the architectural & engineering (Polycarbonate) department..

n im the only female marketing executive *laugh

there r 2types of polycarbonate (pc)

one is twin-wall and one is solid..

twin-wall is like skylight,

application: residential, building, factory,

walkway to avoid from UV sunlight and raining..

or the signage (signboard) like wat we see in everywhr..

which is originally white color..

if u want it in black,

jz apply sticker on it.. we got provide this service oso..

but not under my department..

while the solid pc is like plastic glasses we see in everywhr..

which make the houses/buildings look more unique..

probably ppl wil use it to replace the glasses

as it is more light-weight and can save the utility cost

of installing the glasses.. it is clear,

diff types of colors, can be bend into curve shape..

oops.. i've been talking too much of it..

hehehe...

some pics to show

[din take much as there r so many CCTV(s) in office!

my department

my "place"

the "studies"

bullet resistance

arcylic, wif diff types of colors!

n ME! =)

boredom

2010-07-07T02:10:00.000-07:00

omg... save me pls..
i've been sitting in the office for 5days..
facing books, computer, clock
waiting 6pm ...

tik...tok...
tik...tok...
tik...tok...

i realy beh tahan
hw those ppl work in the office
n after eat, must be sit.
omg.. d tummy n d ass MUST be "grow rapidly n horizontally"!!!

helppppppppp me.......
stil watching the clock....
n

tiktok
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little update x)

2010-06-27T21:25:00.000-07:00

seriously, i want to change my blog layout..
but i dunno hw to mix n match (the background n the color of the words)
haiz.. so....... skip it.

time FLIES FLIES FLIES
n it's nw 28th of June!
OOOOMMMMMGGG!!!!
start working 2 days more!
unbelievable!
bit exciting + bit lazy = I-DONT-KNOW

gonna buy some formal pants n skirt tonight at Jusco
as it is the nearest place to go..
bout the top one, i bought it at Sg.Wang last 2 weeks ago..
9 top formal shirts n 2 pair of shoes
O.O enough. im currently PK nw.lolx..

it's Tuesday

2010-06-21T18:15:00.000-07:00

okok... im back =)

so sorry dat i din update my blog for a long time again..

umm, im not going to talk about the HK n China trip

cz i think i'll say: "let the pics do talking"

n i'll link the photo to my fb oso.. hahaha...
like xiaozhi's post last time

"Day 1"
"Day2"
"Day3" .........

so, so, if u guys wanna know bout the trip,

see my fb album k! ^^

ok.. lets talk bout last Friday...

mama, cheah, me n sis went to Genting

a very sudden changed.. (suppose we r going to Cameron)

around 11am, we departed from her house..

then she said she want to stop at her new house first

to pass a cheque for the workers

then we drive to her new house n have a visit too!

her new house is located at Villa Manja, Manjalara

jz behind Desa Park City..

house that cost Rm2.6M

still under renovation

i love the light

the living room

the kitchen

the little garden beside the room

her elder son's bedroom

the 2nd living room

the master room (i love dis the most)

we headed to Genting after the visit..

nothg much to say..

me n sis went to Starbucks..

we watched ghost movie at thr! lolx..so 38..

then we buy fries from McD to eat x)

after that, we went to coffee terrance to find mama n cheah

the mushroom soup <3

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so, dats all for the story =)

umm, i feel that i din go for movie for a period of time ady..

sad... but nvm, im full of activities on the coming days..

(i wanna full-use it until i start my work ^^ )

im going to Sherene's bf new house to steamboat tonight..

sherene, her bf, me n my bf....

went to market to buy all the thgs b4 i came here to service my car..

n besides enjoying the dinner,

we have to help her on her work too..

she's selling clothes, belts, fake lashes........

so need to capture all of them n post in on the website..

so so so.........

I GOTTA FEELING

THAT TONIGHT IS A GOOD GOOD NIGHT ^^

stay tuned guys!

2010-06-21T06:55:00.000-07:00

OMG...
i got many complaints that i din update my blog!!!
hahaha... so paiseh...
will do it tomorrow ^^
wait me ya =)

F.R.I.E.N.D.S are like this!!!

2010-05-23T06:18:00.000-07:00

seriously,
i found a group of friends,

who have the similar interests;
who take the heart to make friends with others;
who will put others into their shoes, understands wat friends are going through;
who make laughs together;
who smile n cry together;
who know all about us n still likes us;
who stab us in front;
who feel comfort when stay with them.

i wish to travel, eat, gossip with u guys even until i have my own family, n we can bring our husband, sons n daughthers out together to gather;
i wish to make friend with u guys with my heart without changing;
i wish to understand u guys even the time goes on;
i wish to laugh with u guys together;
i wish to smile n cry with u guys together.

OLD FRIENDS ALWAYS THE BEST !

dudes n babes, I LOVE YOU GUYS
*muaccks!

to my dear friends

2010-05-20T01:53:00.000-07:00

my dear friends,
when u r free n thinking wat to do to fill ur time..
pls watch back our photos during our college life time..
u might smile =)
dat's our memories...

i never regret of taking my camera everytime we hang out
although is very inconvenient,
but it captured down our happy moment..
Facebook- starting from the last (earliest) album,
every of my "college life" albums,
until the first (newest) album...
it touched my heart

jobs

2010-05-19T21:53:00.000-07:00

suppose im living like a "fai cai" dis few weeks
sleep eat fb yumcha x2 x3 x4 x5 ...........
repeat n repeat the same thing everyday..

haha.. dimzi...
yesterday....
went to K.L to interview wif Shan Shan
the agent company's name is PA recruitment..
so we both went for interview,
hope dat they wil inform us whn they have job on hand..
but, luckily they on the spot give me a weekend job
at Mont Kiara cold storage on next week n next next week..
is like food sampling.. selling Nestle Premium Yogurt..
so i accept it as Mont Kiara is nearby my house..

they oso have another P&G + FIFA roadshow
at any branches of JUSCO n CAREFOUR..
but they need us to work for full June..
so, i cant do it cz im going for vacation on 7th-15th June..

*seriously till nw,
i still haven pack anythg or ready for the tour
haven buy dis buy dat
haven change the money n dis n dat..
like no experience n no idea wat to do
@@

besides dis agent company..
Amanda has introduced a job for me too..
location is at 1u.. BEST choice BEST location..
but too bad.. they want work for full June oso.. T.T
so she asked me to work on dis Friday n weekend..
means tomorrow... at KLCC
selling 美丽日记 mask.. good...
but the working hour is damn looooooooooong!
(can u count hw many 'o' above?)
1 '0' = 1 hour!!!!

actualy dis job is quite interesting (for me)..
but other factors r quite harm to me..
like transport, eat, working hours..
*sigh.. if not bcz of the product n comission..
i wont do it oso... xp ..

SO, conclusion..
at least i no need to stay at home everyday
n have some money inflow too =)

result released!

2010-05-18T21:07:00.000-07:00

i cant graduate wif my fren fren d..
cz i got C- for my FoF..
C- again.. damn it..
few marks to C again GOD DAMN IT!!

but its ok.. nvm..
im satisfy wif my result
=) i still can smile n laugh

life's like that

2010-05-18T06:50:00.000-07:00

umm..
i wanna post bout dis since last week..
but always forgot..
so since im so free nw,
jz write out wat i remember =)

i always tell myself to earn more money
for expenses.. saving.. future use or watever...

first, u all know dat nwadays thr r lot of ppl carrying LV, Gucci, Prada......
any branded thgs that may "increase" their status or boost confidence..
of cz im in the trend oso!
few mths ago, i spotted a LV bag - monogram vernis, breaGM, red color!
it's my fav color n i so in love to it! it captured my sight!
i was thinking to present myself whn i get my first salary next time..

second, i love travelling..
n of cz my baby too..
after HK n China trip wif family,
i have planned to travel to Australia wif baby next yr..
as both of us prefer western country..

third, last yr, baby n i has dicussed to change his car
after his work position is changed
as we need a better car to "run" here n thr, fetch more ppl
n no need to "see ppl face color"..

All of the above reasons make us planned to work hard
n save money to persue our dream (more materialistic)

BUT NOW, we've find out one thg is more n most important to own "it" -
home, sweet home..

fyi, im not born in a rich home,
i need to earn money by myself in order to buy wat i wanna buy
even if ur parent wanted to buy for u, u'll feel sorry to them too
they r old enough to take a long rest and relax themselves..

first, branded thgs, traveling and car is jz can satisfy us in a moment of time..
yes. i'll buy branded thgs, travelling, car when i am rich..
it is important too! but they are behind the importance of home..
value money of a house wil be increasing non-stop (can i say appreciation?)
but branded thgs, traveling n car wont!

a branded bag which cost Rm3000+
travel package which cost Rm3000+
a car which cost Rm60000+

all these expenses are better to cut out
to enable me to buy a house as soon as possible
to enable me to own MY house
to enable me to to own one more property
to enable me to earn money (due to appreciation)
to enable me to save money (ppl says dat buy house=save money)
to keep myself SAFE

so, at last, this wil be our dream (more reality)

i dunno whether we able to achieve this or not,
or am i jz 3mins heat?
but at least at this moment,
Im Strongly Agree with this =)

little update IV

2010-05-11T21:13:00.000-07:00

wake up in the morning feeling like P-Diddy

lolx..
wake up early in the morning recently to jog..
to keep my healthy lifestyle..
so dat i wont be lazy...
haha.. jz TRYING not to be lazy..

sometimes i might feel..
wake up early to jog, do housework
IS BETTER THAN wake up late n fb..
isn't it?

umm.. went to News.com last night to buy JUICE magazine..
as in fb, JUICE m'sia post "get the May issue"
im quite interested with it... ^^
but.. too bad.. News.com dun hav! *sigh..
so buy NewTide...
i saw some magazines bout house decoration..
i so so so into it!
but quiet expensive to buy all of them..
so i paid for d NewTide n left..

i got an idea n i asked mama:
"mum, could u let me to stay at 1u MPH to read book for whole day
since im holidayING nw.. so free!"
she answered me: "yes! y cant?"

so good... i'll start it tomolo!
haha! as i've dated Peter them to sing k tonight..
so wil start it tomolo!

IM TOO FREE!!!
im available >.<
date me!!

bad Saturday

2010-05-08T06:13:00.000-07:00

im nw at sunway - wong kok..
Suppose have a very nice day
Cz going to telok gong take dinner again

But due to the very idoit damn traffic in klang,
I stuck in in jam for 1hr+!
1hr+ in the same place! Wtf!!
Sit in the car for 3hrs non-stop
Motherfuxxker!
Totally no mood at all!

Dinner, shopping, i-city all cancel!
Thanx for d stupid jam! I hate thr!

Mother's Day 2010

2010-05-07T06:46:00.001-07:00

who's so pretty???
of cz my mama la..
hahahaha....
Happy Mother's Day to u my dear lou ma zi..
saw a quote, meaningful,
n nw i write out for mama -

The moment a child is born, the mother is also born. She never existed before. The woman existed, but the mother, never. A mother is something absolutely new. ~Rajneesh
_________________________________

since Jogoya is having promotion

n Mother's Day coming oso..

we plan to celebrate at Jogoya..

nothg else i can say...

overall,

rate 6/10

not realy as good as they said...

jz they have variety of choices

can u imagine the sushi in Jogoya

taste as normal as Jusco's sushi..

its real... jz d Udon is nice...

n other food... ok la...

i still prefer Eastion hotel...

some photos to show

mango pudding

tiramisu

choc mouse n fudge

c! my baby is sooooo cute ^^

i like my make up (eyeliner) on dat day

P.D

2010-05-07T05:17:00.000-07:00

its a little bit too late for dis post - PD trip
which held on 1st May ^^
we planned 7early 8early before exam..
jz the plan changed n changed non-stop..
n last, we choosed P.D ..
(finally a conclusion n full stop thr whn everythg has been confirmed)

suppose im sooo lazy to post it but,
i miss P.D,
i miss u guys,
i miss the beach...
so i miss my blog,

n so........... lets talk about PD!!!

wake up 6am in the morning as need to fetch eric,
n b4 dat, cam-whore wif my baby boy!

I've forgotten wat time we reached thr..
1st thg we do whn we reached thr is
take a look wif the resort we have booked!
but wtf~ due to some stupid reasons,
we left thr..
ps: dun go for GLORY RESORT if u wanna go PD
dats jz so.........arh~ dunno hw to describe it. jz POOR!
last, we stopped at Sunshine Bay
as bbq equipment is jz thr n more convenient..
n i learnt a thg -
"nvr judge a book by its cover"
outlook of sunshine bay is sooooo.......
but the room was OK! not as bad as wat we think!

so after settle all the thgs, we rest a while..
then, 4 of us
zack, amanda, me n baby decided to go to beach side..

ya, 3 of us
wif baby, sweet one =)

around 3pm+.. all of us went down together

let pics do talking...

i love dis <3

taken by pro Kent

the couples ^^

b4 banana boat! get ready for it!

pool after the beach - couples V.S

girls fight!

boys fight!

around 5pm+

we back to clean ourselves

n ready for BBQ session

pro ZACK

thanx for all d chicken wingssss

nice S body figure

since we have bought lot of calsberg to thr,

we play hard for dat night!

loser has to search for the 10cents,

in a very very very cold container

freeze! n tough to search it

as lot of clasberg tin n icesssss inside the container

i still remember the scene every well..

we are so excited n happy...

*i miss the moment now
cheers! my za boh n da boh!

n, a little mini surprise for Mr.Eric

cupcake wif a small present

happy birthday bash in advance

focus xiaozhi's bf,
dat's we called ART haha

we play until around 2.30am..

as most of us ady K.O..

eric n zack vomit too!

lolx....

next morning,

we planned to melaka n gold cart (sry as i dunno hw to spell it),

but mission fail,

cz super jam...

so, we bck KL..

stopped at Serdang to take our lunch..

After dat, we went to Cheras Leisure Mall

as xiaozhi's bf need to return his p1w1max thr..

next place to go -->
telok gong!

we jz ordered some food to eat as still full

we back from thr around 8pm...

reached home around 10pm..

dis trip is super tired but i stil enjoy it!

i miss u guys n the beach..

still wondering whn's the next trip =)

IMY ILY all !! muackks!!! =)

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whn i back home,

my mama told me dat my daddy used my car..

he helped me to wash my car n add fuel...

thanx daddy for everthg...

cz i know u r good daddy...

everytime after u use my car

sure u wil wash it n add fuel till the max

n return it for me! thanx daddy!

not bcz of cleanliness n fuel problem,

is the heart n i can c hw much u pamper me

love you!

its about F.A.S.H.I.O.N

2010-05-04T22:06:00.000-07:00

对于“服装”这两个字，
我真的不太会。
我都只是懂穿得美就可以了。

但是看了一些杂志，
看明星怎么穿衣服及搭配衣服，
我发觉到有很多我觉得美的，
著名造型师都会觉得很差。
反而那些不美的，
他们却打五个星。
尤其是在“搭配”的那方面。
我真的不是很懂，也不会欣赏。
我也希望我很会，
因为服装造型这类似的东西我都很喜欢，
谁不喜欢穿得美，穿得自信，穿得有品味。
哈哈，偏偏很遗憾的，
我没这天份。 =（

何谓服装？新潮？有型？有性格？

我都不懂。
只懂美和舒服。
希望有天我会在这方面开窍！ =）

little update lll

2010-05-04T09:13:00.000-07:00

jz back from my second ex-boss's (younger one) birthday..
suppose i have a very good mood thr cz i can meet wif my big ex-boss
i mean the elder one..
cz he pamper me n care for me a lot from last time till nw..
i can feel his heart... millions tq for him...

but dis time, i realy kinda mad wif my second boss's act..
do u know dat u cant force anyone to like,
or love someone if the person not interested wif him..
maybe gals are materialistic, but im not as serious as dis type..

"do u want to live easily n not to work so hard?
..............he is a good guy.. y dun u reply his msg?
if u dun do so i'll angry u...................."

wtf~~ im as greedy as u think?
im not a doll dat control by u n must listen to u..
my big boss oso haven say anythg yet, and u?
+ i ady said dat im not interested wif dis kind of thg
n y u still want to force me?
i know his mama, u all treat me well..
but doesnt mean dat i need to return u by dis way..

i appreciate u'll kind to me.. but pls dun force me if u all love me

i hate this feeling

little update II

2010-04-26T05:53:00.000-07:00

一个人有心要做一件事，
不用勉强，不用哀求，
不用理由，都会去做。

一个人没有心要去做一件事，
再勉强，再哀求，
再迁就来，迁就去，
也只是找一堆理由来推掉。

有话直说，
我不是三岁。

little update

2010-04-24T07:26:00.000-07:00

kinda busy wif d exam..
subjects pack like hell..
my dark eyes circle is getting deeper n deeper..
n of cz d pimples....
i feel my face is jz like a market..
n those pimples are like stall n ppl in the market...
like sardine!!

okok.. back to topic..
i really cant stand of some people's attitude..
can i say it as a poor attitude?
or mayb i should pronounce it politely?
but who cares...

i really damn hate ppl who late or ffk...
dats y i'll try my best 2 join, not to ffk or late for the times.
hw if i do so?

the promises? the date? the sharing?
all d excitement dissapear in a second of time when those people saying
"im not going, im not comfort, next time.......... etc"
下次？下次我给各官你做咯！！

next time? dun u know dat chances are not always thr for us?
should the ppls wait jz 2 c when ur mood comes n join us together?
pls la............ I WONT BEG for dis kind of ppls AGAIN..

why should i make myself free all the time jz to make myself available 2 u?
why should i prepare all those things n in the end activities OFF jz bcz of u?
for fun? for my own entertainment or place to go?
I JZ LIKE TO SHARE WIF U OK!!!
but since its not been appreciated,
NO MORE NEXT TIME.

but pls,
dun forget, u'll be treated like hw u treat others.

imagine if every ppl doing the same thing like you,
how poor is the attitude of everyone in this society?
damn.

long long night

2010-04-15T14:24:00.000-07:00

Dis is totally FUCK UP!!!!!
i cant sleep well in the last few days n now!!!!
INSOMIA somemore!!!!

the night is so damn loooooooooooong
who wanna acc me in this lonely silent night....
wtf~~ i've been doing my revision since 11pm till nw
but nw?? totally BLANK!!

tell me wat can i do nw???
watch tv? fb? revision lagi?
go market c ppl "zam ju yok"????

arrrrhhhhh!!!! i want to sleep!!!!!!

when my brain will stop running...
i really need a good rest........ plz~

Rude Boy - Rihanna

2010-04-14T01:22:00.000-07:00

lyrics on screen..
read carefully every single word of it..

COME ON RUDE BOY BOY

OMG!!!!!

2010-04-13T05:04:00.000-07:00

i really tak boleh tahan!!!!

anyone study while drinking alcoholic drinks???

i'll NEVER try dis at home again!!!

my temperature is RISING now!!!!!!!

Oh my GOD!!!!!!

help me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

exam season

2010-04-12T23:27:00.000-07:00

yaya.. i know i left my blog alone for few weeks time
n the statement "suppose i have a good mood today" repeat n repeat again
hahahaha....
moubin.... dunno wat to post...
like today oso........

exam is jz around the corner..
wat to do?
d biggest present for dis yr is...
i have 2subs to go on my day... wth~
!@#$%^&*
so? jz can celebrate on this week or delay it..
*sigh... mou yan....

have u guys started to do revision??
i jz started my BEC..
anyone got tips for all d subjects????
BEC BL FF FOA BISA ..... omg!!!
totally no mood to revise n memorize all the thgs into my brain...

今日心情

2010-03-31T05:01:00.000-07:00

今天原本心情很不错，
下午和盛国，我的中学朋友出去吃东西。
但是，回家途中，
我的他和我说了一些话。
让我不是很高兴，
甚至有点反感。

这是他初次不是很喜欢我和朋友出去。
可能我很霸道，
我不是很喜欢被人约束的感觉。
我没有想过他会这样和我说。
他没有骂我，只是和我说心里话。
但是我心里已经有一种很不愉快的感觉。

我不是一个自私的人，
你要做什么，我无所谓。
不是因为不爱你所以不会吃醋，
只是觉得大家都是成年人，做什么事情都自有分寸。
千万要记得自己有了另一半就好。

同样的我也希望另一半的想法是和我一样的。
但是这件事情令我对他很失望。
我还是二十岁人，
我有我自己的朋友，自己的范围空间。
实话说，我和你说我和谁，去哪里，
都只是因为尊重你，所以交待一声。
我不希望换来的是“不爽”两个字。
因为你而改变我的生活方式？
少见我的朋友？
对不起我做不到，也不可能会做给你。

江山易改本性难移。
别希望我改，也不会希望你改给我。
因为都不可能改到，只是压抑。
压抑久了，同样会爆发。
到时要怪谁也怪不了。
希望你会明白我说的道理。

我希望这是第一次，也是最后一次。

good morning

2010-03-26T19:48:00.000-07:00

suppose im going to bangsar nw to interview...
as a sale promoter in one of the boutique..
introduced by mei...

whn i wanna out..
i told my dad i go for interview...
he asked me: "as wat?"
then i said:"as promoter in bangsar's boutique"
he straightly said:"no! it's too far n no parking thr!"
me:" ..............."

so how? cant out...
actualy i think it's not far... 15mins to thr..
n actualy i jz wanna go thr 2 c d environment (女人街）
n their salary n find mei mei...

so.... jz ignore him...
i'll out later...
lolx.. imma bad gal....
sometimes.... =)

mobile update 2

2010-03-26T08:00:00.000-07:00

yo goodies..
Feel like long time din update my blog ady..

i am nw at kuchai lama caribbean cafe wif mama n datin jennifer them..
Sit for few hours d.. so start blogging nw..
They complaint me getting fatter n fatter ady lolx..
I know i know...
Started to keep fit ady.. Hehehe..
Jz nw went to DPC jogging wif mei mei
Then wait my baby come n find me..
Then they dated each other to jog gain tomolo
Hahaha... So, chance for me to keep fit =)
Watever, i oso dunno wat im talking about..

I just know i wanna OUT recently!
I WANNA OUT!!!!
i need entertainments....

*erh hem...soooo sry..
Lolx..... Im sorry...
Lost control again...

U know wat..
Dis few days,
I have a strong feeling..
I want BABY!!!
Hehehehehehe...
Cant imagine hw my baby looks like in d future...

Actually.....
I know im dreaming..
I jz dream..imagine...
Cz i know its not the time..
Cz i know im still young..
Cz i know im unable To do so..
=)

Jz a stupid random post...
Rojak post...

..

sing k season

2010-03-20T05:43:00.000-07:00

guess wat..
i went to sing k again today...
MY GOD~~~
i wanna die ady..

suppose to fetch my sis to SgWang n wait her thr...
as her fren bday celebration @ Greenbox..
baby is not comfortable today..
so i decided to stay in k room to rest n sing some songs enough..
dimzhi................... 3hrs non-stop!!!!!

3times per week...
for 3weeks ady....
geng...
speechless....
bored to sing k ady...

his virus is super geng oso...
we share a cup of pearl tea..
then i kena virus oso...
feel wanna sick ady...
so headache n so cold too.. T.T

swimming

2010-03-17T23:48:00.000-07:00

first,
i would like to SHOUT out:

I'VE DONE MY ASSIGNMENT FINALLY!!!!

woohooo~~~~
7hrs for 4pgs of current key strategies...
kill me pls....
long long time i din sleep at 6 in the morning ady..

thanx for d MS assg.. ^^

u know,

i'm so so so in love with swimming.....

i like it so much!!

since yesterday..

ahahhaha...

i feel wanna go swimming now...

but kepong area's pools are so dirty.. =(

i like n prefer Metro View's swimming pool... =)

mobile updating

2010-03-16T08:54:00.000-07:00

due to laptop-less..
I need to use my hp to update my blog..
Wat can i do??
Cant do anythg w/o computer...
*sigh...

Jz nw wanna sleep d..
The maxis is really so laoya..
The line is sooooooo suck...
Connection error! Call not allow! Dis n dat..
Haiz... Wth...
Think of somethg jz nw..

Gals really need a guy who is understand her..
N..
Better to have a big n warm shoulder to let her lead on whn she need it..
Especially whn she crys..
Isn't it??

I need it when i feel down or helpless..
A safety place to let me stay n being protected..
A silent hug is enough to feel calm n love..

ARHHHHHHhhhhhhhh

2010-03-14T06:33:00.000-07:00

MOTHER SUCKER FUCKER DAMN MAXIS!!!!!!!!!!

arhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!

wah beh tahan liao!!!!!!!!

THE LINE IS TOTALLY SUCKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I SWEAR I'LL CHANGE IT!!!!!!!!!!

sunny day

2010-03-10T05:40:00.000-08:00

"black Sunday..black Monday..black Tuesday.....stop pls"-
this is my status written in fb..

im ok..
thanx for the msg
thanx for caring
thanx for comfort me

truly, i realy cant accept dat there is a big deep scratch on my car..
i was mad when i saw it yesterday
after celebrate Chee Seng birthday at KFC, Jusco Wangsa Maju
when i was driving dat time.. i kept thinking dat im so stupid
dat i should on the spot go to report to the customer service
n oso c whether there got CCTV o not..
i called my bro n he acc me to go after dat..
they din say anythg n not responsible to this..
what they said is:

got argue wif other ppl outside ah?
got park at any place dat cannot park in Jusco ah?
got misunderstanding wif other ppl outside ah?
this is the first time we receive this kind of case
we r not responsible to this

WTF?????
brainless ppl..
means such thg happen is bcz of my own fault or problem?
haiz.. no wonder malay ppls given a name : BABI

leave..instead of listening to their very-good-explaination..
not even offer a free-out-ticket or a ''sorry"..

*sigh...
when backing home..
thinking of hw 2 explain to dad
last decision: hide the truth
straightly park my car inside my home [no more reverse parking]
n stick it as near as possible to the shoe rack..
last min ffk my fren oso..
as we plan to go sing k together in the next morning..
cz i need to take my car to the workshop to repaint the "injury" part
no transport.. =(
sorry frens....

awaken by the call today morning..
follow by wakes my bro up as the workshop i wanna go is opened by his fren..
mei mei asked me to go 1u wif her.. so she'll be my driver for whole day..
when we were taking our lunch, only she told me :
50%- my boyfriend n i know u unhappy
50%- i wanna buy shoes

dat's enough..
thanx.. i feel it

mood comes suddenly..
SING K..
two of us.. swt....
her voice is very nice too..
can improve to be perfect..
she choosed a song - 分享
n said dat "this song is for u"
holy my hand.. n sing..............
until the middle part of the song..
she hugged me suddenly n said
"u r my best fren.. since 12yrs old..although we have some misunderstanding last time..
but we're still GOOD now.. *cried"

i felt wanna cry too..
too many thgs happen recently n the hug n words..
melt me...
but i cant remember the "misunderstanding" between us..
she said bcz of him..
but i really cant remember dat..
anyway, i still heart our relationship..
cant says it's everlasting.. but at least it's good now..

...................................................................................................

i miss him sooooooooooooo much recently..
both of us r not in a good situation n good mood recently..
im so sorry if i did somethg wrong or hot tempered sometimes..

i miss you sooooooooooooo much
hope to share everythg with u...
you are not alone..
i'll be thr for u like i always do...
"treat u like hw u treated me" - remember?
no worry darling...
we're the same...
good or bad....
jz share n face it together...

Who'd ever thought that i would see this day....
Where i would see my ghetto life fade away...
Cos i was lost and couldn't find a way...
and now i look forward to every day....
Welcome to my sunny day......
everyday....a better day...

finally

2010-03-08T16:59:00.000-08:00

im now at college..
going to take my coursework later..
for Tamadun Islam..
truly, i realy dun 1 2 come 2 college today..
thr's a big stone in my heart..
not a good feeling..
not in a good mood...

result came out yesterday..
really kill me...
im kinda emo recently..
major cause: result..
other causes: studies.. money.. relationship.. etc..

sometimes i might think,
maybe my immaturity causes these problem..
no matter in studies, money, relationship n else..
i hate myself sometimes..
for cant find a better way to solve all the problem..
i should learn to be more rational n mature..

like now, i should be doing my revision for Tamadun Islam..
wat for i still blogging here?
i jz cant control myself..
i dun even have d mood to study all this shit..
especially after i take my result..

I DONT KNOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I JUST DONT KNOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WHAT TO DO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

to make myself more interested to studies
to get a good result
to take a degree course

so that my mother wont keep blame me to take a degree course like other ppls do
JZ BCZ LIKE OTHER PPLS DO!!!!
not because of i like or dislike..
not because of i interested with or not interested with..
not because of i want or dun want
not because of able or unable

AND

I DONT KNOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I JUST DONT KNOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WHAT TO DO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

to make her more understand him
to communicate well [ behind me ]
to stop discriminate him
to stop all the fucking arguement

so that he can have a normal thinking n family value
like other ppls do
JZ LIKE OTHER PPLS DO!!!!
jz because he is ur son
jz because RESPECT
jz because FAMILY
jz because he is good
jz because one should treat n care for the other like hw the other treated n care bout u

...................................................................................

*sigh......
watever
at least i feel better now

emo

2010-03-07T18:39:00.000-08:00

i'm super super super sad

3rd

2010-03-03T02:43:00.000-08:00

today is 3rd March 2010

when i was in my MS tutorial class today
i felt vibration
i got a msg from him,
saying that:

"Today is our breakfast day..remember..?"

i smiled.

thanx dar dat u still remember..
we were still frens dat day,
but not dat nite =)

time passes so fast
i love u, man

..l..

2010-02-26T22:33:00.000-08:00

I am sOOoooooooooooooo FED UP!!!!!!!!!
fed up wif those kind of relationship and all the SHIT faces!!!!
it's ENOUGH!!!!

whose problem actually??????
wat's the point of doing such thing everyday????

FUCK euu ALL !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I HATE THAT!!

maybe i am rude, maybe i am hot-tempered, maybe i am irretating, maybe i am bad, maybe imma bitch, maybe i am immature.......

SO WHAT!!!!! u r such an IDOIT too

*pls FUCKER, treat others like how u wanna be treated!!!!

updated on 25th

2010-02-25T06:35:00.000-08:00

i'm so sorry dude...
sorry for no updating my blog
cz i'm superrrrrr lazy...
lolx... anyway,
i got a very GREAT CNY wif my family n friends dis yr..
activities started from 30th till9th to 15th...
[although got 2bad news, but everythg still remains ok]

i'm addicted to BLACKJACK MADNESS recently!!!
oh shit!!! GAMBLE everyday!! again n again!!!
HUAT ARH!!!!

Chinese New Year 2010

2010-02-13T01:22:00.000-08:00

today is 年三十晚 ...

reunion dinner wif family at grandma's house later..

i would like to wish u all Happy Chinese New Year n Happy Valentine's Day ^^

bck to topic..

spent my whole day at 1u wif my baby yesterday

as he hasn't buy new clothes

we bought shoes for each other as our Valentine's Day present in this yr..

i still remember last yr present was DKNY perfume.. n the necklace.. =)

while dis yr......

for him

for me

nothg special.. Nike shoes again..

but i still like it sooooooo much.. ^^\/

THANX!

Celebration II

2010-02-10T05:42:00.000-08:00

partner: Sherene Mei [bday gal]

venue (first round) : Sunway Pyramid - Secret Recipe

nice decoration @ Sunway Pyramid

Mei Mei with her Grilled Mushroom Chicken

my Grilled Mushroom Chicken

new!! Blackforest Cheese Cake *i like it

_________________________________________________

venue (second round) : The Opera

ladies night on weekdays

my comment:

music- GOOD

environment- GOOD

drinks- GOOD

event- SUCKS

clubbers- SUCKS

we jz chilled thr

n took some photos~

we left early n continued our night to The Curve - Laundry..

but end up NOTHING!

jz few house flies flying thr.. OMG... worse than Opera

so? 吃自己... back home!!

Conclusion,

although the places are not hitz enough, but i still enjoy my night wif her..

Happy Belated Birthday.. =)

Celebration I

2010-02-10T04:49:00.000-08:00

04022010

partner: baby

venue (first round) : Victoria Station

we decided to eat western cuisine cz baby said the environment is better..

plus VS is just nearby our second round, SkyBar..

let pics do talking...

sharkfin-my favourite

tomyam soup-baby's favourite

b4 we left VS- taken by the waiter

________________________________________________

venue (second round) : Sky Bar

beside KLCC @ Traders Hotel 33th floor

we din make reservation, so we cant sit at the side table at first..

but bcz "first come first serve", finally we got it!

pool side

view of KL city

me n baby ^o^

DONE!

conclusion,

i had a great night wif him

treasure it always =)

tiring weekend

2010-02-07T07:19:00.000-08:00

i have done my job
which is from 6th Feb - 7th Feb
12pm til 9pm
as Cadbury Gold promoter at Selayang [last min job]

b4 work

overall, i'm quite satisfied with dis job
as i hit their target

Cadbury Gold SOLD OUT in 2days time ^^

*congrats weeee~~~~~

therefore, i got the commission
n nice to meet with Cadbury, Tiger, Carlsberg's staff
they r all so friendly n funny

but one thg made my first day so difficult - the new shoe !!

baby bite it before i wear it
lolx.. guy oso know

i cant even walk properly.. arh..
n finally, injured like the first day i wore my Nike shoe
baby acted as my driver for dis few days
so he came n find me during lunch time

hahahah guess wat
he helped me to "longgarkan" my shoe lolx!

so gay!

anyway, i felt better after the foolish "longgarkan" method
thanx baby for dis n 3meals + 3shifts per day too.. hahaha

"lou sang" wif baby n his family after work just now
this is the first time i "lou sang" dis year
at here i would like to wish you all

Happy Chinese New Year !!!!

so FRENS,
have u all bought new clothes?
be patient for 6days more to CNY ya..

tonight i celebrate my love for you

2010-02-03T17:48:00.000-08:00

i love you darling..
time increase, love increase

tonight, will be a good good night
^.^

2days1night - Genting

2010-02-02T04:53:00.000-08:00

i had a great day n an awesome night with my dude!!!
i started to miss all the moment now... T.T

we met up at titiwangsa around 8.30am..

Eric was the earliest one to reach thr..

following by Amanda, me, XiaoZhi n KentYi..

started out journey at 9.30am..
took a nap when i was in the bus..

reached Genting around 11am..

the first thg we do is check in at ThemePark Hotel counter..

our room was an extension block of ThemePark Hotel..

i oso not confirm dat it is new or old block..

rest n poker a while, then all of us were so hungry..

then went out to search for some "valuable food" to eat..

final decision: Sushi King

we ordered set meal as it's more worth..

finished our lunch, then we continued our plan-ThemePark

nothg much to talk bout dat..

as we realy enjoy the game [but very tired =( ]

took lot of photos..

Amanda n I played Cockscrew.. lolx..

i was half dead!! OLD ady...

backed to our room around 5.30pm..

took our bath n changed our clothes..

dinner venue: Pizza

tagged along Lilian n TuckSen

shopped a while at Giordano, PDI then left.....to Safari!

it was a little bit boring at first.. cz the musics were sucks....

then we changed our place to sofa area n continued our drinks..

nice musics started on time! DANCE!

*dear frens, i was drunk dat night.. thanx for the lending hand..

lolx... [photos at XiaoZhi thr, will upload soon]

Amazing night with them.. really!!

it was our FIRST TIME to club wif each others..

hahahaha... not bad huh!!

in the room:

cup noodles + junk food as supper

n poker time again..

i fall asleep around 3am...

for them? 4am++ maybe.. hahahahha...

Amanda was the craziest one...

whole night sitting on the chair n listening to her MP3..

omg!!!! if i was her, i'll die kao kao!! o.O

awake at 7am in the next morning..

so i asked her to sleep beside me..

then i continue to sleep again.. hahaha... PIG..

KentYi n Amanda went to eat breakfast buffet..
while Eric, XiaoZhi n me stayed in the room.. eat cup noodles again..

after cleaned up ourselves n the room,

we took a lot of photos b4 we leave the room...

formal..informal..post....DONE!!

left at 12pm..

i do have a nice trip with them..

especially the moment we LAUGH together..

till the midnight!!! oish~~ laugh till stomache!!

i heart it

所谓幸福?

2010-01-29T08:36:00.000-08:00

人们常在埋怨外在容貌的不足,
很少人会为自己五官齐全,四肢健全而满足.
或许,人们没有见过天生聋哑残缺的人,
无法体会到那种不幸的痛苦吧!
因为,只有尝试过痛苦的人,才明白拥有的可贵!

"我一直哭着,我没有鞋子穿,直到有一天,我竟然遇见一个连脚也没有的人"
这一刻她领悟了,原来她拥有的已经太多太好了.

那我们呢?我们什么时候才觉悟自己是幸福的?

其实,一切的埋怨都来自贪婪之心.
因为不满足而想求取更多更好的.
结果反而让自己手中拥有的幸福溜失了.

幸福本来就无须苦苦追求的,只要懂得珍惜,就是一种快乐.

boring day

2010-01-29T08:08:00.000-08:00

i woke up around 10am in dis morning by my daddy

as he asked me to type quotation again.. @@..

i was so lazy actually.. ahahaha...

after cleaned my face n everything,

i sit in the living room alone n watched 70's hit movie..

爱情长跑 by 林青霞 and 邓光荣

it's a very very classic love story..

i'm out-dated i know...

i love old thgs.... hahahaha....

old songs old movies.....

stayed in my lovely home until dinner time..
took our dinner at "yong tau foo" near my house..

then 8pm went out wif baby n met SiuWai at Ninja for a drink..

reached home around 11.30pm..

life is "too free" after exam.. lolx....

night night dear all...

I'm Back!!!

2010-01-28T07:39:00.000-08:00

finally, im back to here..

as last few weeks having my final exam...

dats y i left my blog alone... haha...

nw i wonder,

i've studied n completed my year2 sem2...

left one more semester to go..

so fast im going to leave Tarc....

leave all my frens... n.....................

the STUDENT CARD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

no more discount for sing k.. movie.. theme park entry.. n else!!!!

WTH.................................................. *sigh.......

ok back to topic..

jz bck from cheras n night market around kuchai lama..

Cheras- visit baby's relative

Night Market- "walk walk"

Overall, the night market is quite good. i mean bcz most of them are Chinese..

n things that are selling thr are almost the same wif Connaught's night market..

jz the size...... compare to Connaught, here have too zoom (-) X 3....

ahahahhaha.. get wat i mean? @@ ...

bought a bag thr... ahahahha...

im soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo in love wif it!!!!!

wohoo!!! it's RED again...

around 10pm.. it started to rain.. so we decided to back home..

dats all for tonight..

oh ya! see!

additional CNY's new dress ^o^

i love all my clothes!!! hahahahha....

Dude, do you know, i have a tummy, BIG one!!!! ahahahahha

realy have to keep fit.... if not obesity!!! i dun1~~~

envy those gals w/o tummy...

there's no UGLY woman, but LAZY woman..

im the LAZY one hahahha

Next Monday, 01022010 [wat a nice date]

me, XiaoZhi, Amanda, EricChan, KentYi are going to Genting for 2days1night..

is not any surprising place to go.. but the moment wif them...

wow~ we r excited!! i din sleep wif all my babe b4.. ahahahhahaha....

dis is my FIRST TIME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

PLS TREAT ME SOFTLY N WELL!!!!!!

ahahahahahahha........... lmao!!!!

will be meet wif Lilian n TuckSen when we at thr..

anyway, thanx for SueWen for the discounted room..

THANK YOU THANK YOU....

CB exam

2010-01-18T00:09:00.000-08:00

today morning was kinda rush as i was late for my CB paper..
speed up to college as i very ANTI lambat ke sekolah..
lolx.... umm... dunno will kena saman or not... haiz...

then, i thought H block is SBS building thr..
*mayb bcz i was too rush so too gan jiong ady
luckily i "woke up" on time.. then turned left to admin parking thr..
fiuh~

so... how was CB exam?
umm.. me okok only la... nothg to say..
jz can wait result come out lo..

still left 5subs to go!! add oil man!!

1st February 2010 is waiting us!!!!!!!!!
ahahahahahhahahahahahahaha

excited

2010-01-08T01:26:00.000-08:00

suppose i want to go jogging now..
but it's raining outside now...
aishhhh....... mission FAIL....
but somethg make my day interesting n exciting today..
my mama bought some clothes for me today..
as u know my mama is selling clothes right...
hehehehe... quite satisfy wif all the stock she took back today..
photos to show...

i like this so much

front

side

back

n below..

i bought it at kischen..

i like it very much too...

front

side

n dis..... at forever 21...

*yellow - good for "Horse" dis yr.. ^^

CONCLUSION: I AM SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO EXCITED !!!

ALL THESE WILL BE MY CNY CLOTHES

to my love one

2010-01-04T07:37:00.000-08:00

*i wish i could post it up before 12am..

baby,

before end of 4th,

i would like to tell you dat we have walked together for a period of time..

with laugh n tears..

but every moment i spend with you i feel so happy..

it's so hard to express my feeling..

Still remember?

U are my good man

U treat me well

U pamper and care for me always

U never lie

U never make me sad

U never make me worry

U never break my heart

_______________________________

A first date...

A first kiss...

Tingling sensations- is it love?

A quickening of the heart...

A long telephone conversation...

A stolen kiss.

A new experience...

A lasting impression...

A beautiful necklace...

A dress...

A date...

A preacher.

A new love.

A decade later...

A peck goodnight...

Comfortable silence- is it love?

A hand to hold...

A shoulder on which to lean...

A side of the bed always occupied.

A joint TV remote...

A meal for two...

An "in case of emergency" number.

A smile shared...

A heartache communal...

A partner who never leaves.

A love matured.

baby, I LOVE YOU SO !!!

talking back to NY eve

2010-01-04T06:12:00.000-08:00

it was a Thursday.. as usual i need to attend my lec at 8am..

therefore, i woke up around 6am to prepare myself

n went to market at 6.30am wif baby to buy d chicken wings n fruits..

left thr around 7.1oam, put d thgs bck to my home..

n drove to Wong Kok to da pao Spaghetti to my frens

then headed to college again..

*i captured it before i eat this spaghetti..

after the BEC lecture, we decided to go to KLCC for a ''mini visit''..

of cz, we took some pictures at thr also.. pics do talking!!

*nice photos ended ^^

after a 45mins+ BEC tut class,

i went bck to Kepong to find baby to take lunch together..

last end up with watching movie in Jusco - Did You Hear About The Morgans?

I dont realy like dis movie n i feel a bit boring with it...

not realy worth to pay n watch it in cinema..

watched till 5.15pm, we both went bck home n prepare for the next round - Yaw Chung's place

bout 11.30pm, we stopped our activities n went to Desa Park City for the New Year

countdown..serious jam thr... i din take any photos thr as i recorded it down..

About 7mins+ i think..

photo taken b4 we back.. HAPPY NEW YEAR 2010!! ^^

Sunway Lagoon

2010-01-02T05:33:00.000-08:00

heyz frens !!!!!!!!!!

I FEEL WANNA GO ''BATHe'' AT SUNWAY LAGOON !!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ahahahaha.... will dis be d sem break plan???? o.O

looking forward for that day... ^^

2days to 2010

2009-12-28T21:35:00.000-08:00

i'm now surfing net at the waiting lounge of Toyota service centre..
as it takes bout 1 1/2 hours to finish..
so i bring along my laptop so that i wont feel too boring..

jz eat McD for my lunch wif my dear fren frens..
they continue to stay thr as bear bear is coming..
while i left earlier as i had made an appointment at 1pm..

i think,
few months time for us to enjoy n group together..
after d graduation day, d moments like dis will never come back again..
everyone busy for their own stuff or etc...
my heart feels bit ''sour'' now..
heart u all gao gao~ :)

back to topic, i'm going to 1u tonight wif shan shan..
as both of us want to SHOP...
yr end sales for so long ady but i din even buy any clothes yet..
umm... bout 31st December... d last night for 2009..
thr r lots of ppl going to club.. everyday i can hear someone saying somethg like dat..

but for me, BBQ at baby's house mostly..
still remember last yr,
we BBQ at his fren's house also..
n that was d time i started to know more bout u..
the firework, the beer, the 2 in 1 seat, the joke...caring...reluctant...moments.......
i can still remember very clearly.. last night for 2008.. almost 1yr ady..
n nw, last night for 2009 is coming too.. <3
thanks for everything.......

relationship adv

2009-12-27T04:18:00.000-08:00

saw somehtg in newspaper..

“夫妻追求的，不应只是生理的愉快，最重要的事达到心灵上的愉快”

personally, i totally agree wif dis statement..

dis is important to maintain a good relationship between husband n wife..

it can change anytime if u din handle it properly..

disagreements, arguements, fighting wif each other, some of d major marital problems....

n last, DIVORCE

for me,

respect, love, forgiveness, patience, rational, supportive, freedom are some of d main thgs to keep a pair of couple together..

is SEX dat important? mayb for those who searching 炮友 [sex partner]..

i'm not expert in this, but i'm jz trying to write out wat i think n i try to remind myself,

treat my partner the way i want to be treated

_____________________________________________________________

almost end of 2009...
then we'll count down together....
to 2010.... HAPPY NEW YEAR...
wat's ur plan? going anywhr?
i think is pack in everywhr...

stupid

2009-12-26T02:52:00.000-08:00

jz bcked from work..

wanna to blog yesterday...
but due to some reasons...
arh.... stupid me....
need to ask Amanda or Weng Cheefirst tomolo..
if not, it's not perfect or attractive blog w/o pictures to show..
eheheheh...

stay tune~

BEC 231209

2009-12-23T05:48:00.000-08:00

2days more to Christmas..
feels so warm n peaceful...
hehehe...

jz finished my BEC second tutorial work..
my eyes damn pain n so blur
cz keep looking up n down up n down to search for answer..
damn it.... arh.... so nw, finally done.. good~
but dunno hw marks i will get tomolo...
forget bout it.... haiz....

baby is playing basketball nw wif yawchung them..
while i'm jz staying at home doing nothg.. *sad
BUT, we have planned to go Pavilion tomolo ^^
as dis is d first Christmas we going to celebrate together..
then only join Siu Wai them at Hartamas.. mayb..
*i think baby is asking them now ehehehehe..

i still remember d previous yr, i spent my time at Genting during Christmas eve..
dat was d time problems started to occur between us n getting more serious but u jz act like nothg..
i was a stupid fool dat time as i din break up wif u.. until beginning of dis yr..
i totally agree dat is good for me n u if u dont know hw 2 appreciate wat u had dat time..
i mean d care n pamper from me n my family too..
since u're not care bout all of dis, then its time for me to say GOODBYE to u..
wat can i say?? umm.. god bless u.. since u need ur frens soooooooooooooooo much..
i think ur frens will help u whenever u need them... i'm sorry dat i'm not dat generous..
i cant spend or waste my time to wait the day u regret, change ur bad habits n bck to my side.
if u dont know hw to appreciate n love urself, hw u going to love me??
it's a joke, big boy.
i'm not 3yrs old child

finally 22.12.09

2009-12-22T00:05:00.000-08:00

first, i would like to wish u all in advance:

"DOng Zhi Kuai Le", Merry Christmas n Happy New Year too!!!

finally.. back to my normal life....
whew~

attended IM lec n left college around 12pm..
i've made ''tong yun'' for my family n baby to eat [amanda has corrected me today dat babe is for gal.. xP ]
i hope i can use to it.. ehhehehe...

n later our secondary classmates will be attending Elly's christmas party nearby Jusco thr..
i have no idea with dis event cz jz chat wif her in facebook..

n for upcoming days, i dont know where n hw i going to celebrate..
wad a sad thgs... so boring!!! lifeless...

*ps: photos already uploaded in facebook... ^^

事实

2009-12-18T02:28:00.000-08:00

试问，
火唔系烧着你，你又边度知个种滋味？

posting for nothing 181209

2009-12-18T02:09:00.000-08:00

i'm damn boring... haven get my computer yet n still need to on9 at CC...
same to now... at CC also... :( ...
waiting my dear mama to finish her work n take our dinner togehter wif cousins..
i've spent so much money dis few days but dunno for wat.. =.=
200bucks gone in 2days time with nothg returns back.. sad...

n suppose to work today.. cz double pay...
but cant also cz need to bring my little cousin to his nursery kindergarten ceremony..
haiz..... 80bucks gone~ T.T ....
nvm... i'll earn it bck.... ^^ ....

i'm quite worry for my final exam...
but too bad.. i'm fuxking lazy... ahahahahah....
no medicine to cure.... aahhahaha....
i'll TRY TO study.... ehhehheeh....

photos to upload soon...
regarding to LI TIN n HIEN ZAI birthday n etc....
wait my computer back k~
ciao~

1u 111209

2009-12-11T06:03:00.000-08:00

jz took my dinner wif my family at Tmn Kepong..
my uncle came to my house to borrow bags from us
cz they will be going to China..
so~ tomolo my cousins will stay at my house for bout 10days..
we have to take care of their eat, drink, wear, sleep............
@@ blur..
i have to start my work tomolo.. already stop for one week..
sooooooooo lazy.... *sigh...

lets talk bout today!
went to 1u around 10.30am n met up wif Amanda n Eric at Neway...
cz we dated each other to sing k since Wednesday.. ^^
quite enjoy for the whole k time...
cz they r way to funny n Eric is MAD ahahahah.... he made a lot of laughter..
too bad Weng Chee couldn't join us as she need to go back to Bentong...

sang until 1pm.. then we went to G2000 to find Amanda's fren, Zack...
then we took our lunch at Pizza Milano...
chit chat for a while n continue our day to MPH as Amanda wants to buy for Vampires Diaries..

Left 1u around 4pm n second round to IKEA wif babe..
Window shopping for 1hr then gia... cz crowded thr..
After reached home, babe helped me to do housework n washed my air-cond..
so rushed actually.. n tired also...

Try to relax myself now..
ohya~ i'm still new here... many thgs haven complete yet
n nw i'm waiting for Amanda or Weng Chee to guide me... *eish....

NIght NIght~~~

first post

2009-12-10T00:11:00.000-08:00

created my blogspot at 12.00am on 11/12/09

n my very first post at 12.07am..

[too bad i cant ''move'' my older post to here] *sad...

will continue tomorrow :)

stay tuned!! nitez dear all....

-will meet up with Amanda n Eric in 11hrs time more-

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